Life Has left me Old Before My Time

Life has left me Old before my time. Nothing more than a collection of memories, thoughts & rhymes.

Love has left me Wilting while I bloom. A lifetime of abdications & abandonments have settled to dusty unused gloom.

Time has left me roughed up & wise. Dealing me blows to toughen me up…to make me rigid against the world’s lies.

Circumstance has left me bereft & bare. My struggle is my own. There’s been no line at my door to give it any care.

Humanity has left me bewildered & lost. Singularly talented artists of love & hate…Gladly disseminating to others the cost.

Believing

I know that Hope & Faith can exist within me I just don’t know in who or what.

A spark took hold in Christendom & filled a reservoir of Hope & Faith

That was drained from me by elders of Christian hate.

Three sparks took hold in India & Tibet. They burned brightly in my hungry imagination.

As much as I read to feed the spark, I never found a mentor with means for my instruction.

A spark came to me in tarot. One burst into existence from runes.

My own cerebration and secular science leanings binarily turned down my swoon.

Another spark came to me in blood, dirt & sea water.

My shaman made much room for superstition doubt & fear. So, inevitably I falter.

I have Doubt & Hope…I’m afraid I’ve lost my Faith…oh, definitely my Religions

No, I hold no strand of belief in Hell, the Devil & his Demons.

Now I’m in ‘religious recovery’ tending a garden & more peace the Bible never gave me.

There’re prayers I know that I recite to quell doubt & feel safety.

I know that Hope & Faith can exist within me I just don’t know in who or what.

Though, believing the facts & listening to experts is a pretty damn good start.

– Sleep with Hope

I sleep with hope around my neck.

I sleep with hope; just a small fleck.

I sleep with hope hung on chain with clasp.

I sleep with hope as it’s always within grasp.

I sleep with hope in a trinket filled with scent as a reminder.

It works & I have never given myself any gift that came close to kinder.

The Codicil

A laden coffin bloomed for me & I knew total peace.

So, I want it written my wishes for when I finally am deceased.

Bury me in linen wrappings no box or basket will suit better than Earth for me.

If you burn me, muddy me up in a drip-castle to be washed away by the sea.

Once you’ve planted me in family ground give me a gravestone and a seat.

Let it etch the usual details but end it with “I am listening…have a seat.”

Bring blooming bulbs for my rectangle & plant one for each time you see me.

Bulbs with blooms for all seasons will naturally light the way for me.

A laden coffin bloomed for me and I knew total peace.

A Promise to My Garden

A Promise to My Garden

I will appreciate at a distance & dare’n’t cut off the magic of your first & last blooms.

& of all the joy you bring me this season between blooms of first & last 

I swear to vase only halves of each bunch…so the bees will have food & your future blooms will multiply fast.

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How About This?…

How about we solve this whole “Wealth Distribution” problem in a cyclical, organic & logical way by taxing only the top wealthiest ten percent of Corpo-citizens to fund the exact programs that feed back into their industry? For example:

•Why aren’t the most wealth addicted entrainment companies on both coasts being taxed to fund putting the arts back in our schools? (You want blockbusters?…Then invest in the kids that will become the “over 15,000 were people employed in the making of this film” a factoid we are “Treated To?” at the end of every film we see now.

•Why aren’t we taxing the the most profitable Privatized Prisons to fund rehabilitation & reparation programs for non-violent offenders? (…and backdate that shit-We have to acknowledge our past mistakes & make good on doing better from then; not from twenty or four hundred years later on when we admit our mistakes)

•Why aren’t we using Federal & State level Asset Seizure profits to pour Figurative & Literal nutrition into the communities that are depressed & damaged because of these crimes? (I’m sure we have people competent enough economists to figure out a metric for that.)

•Why aren’t we appropriately taxing the Corpo-citizen CEO’s who’s companies employees are responsible for the lion’s share of America’s GDP both in Goods & Currency Markets to pay for Universal Healthcare? (If you want market floors of any kind to be staffed & managed-Pay them a living wage & pay for their healthcare.)

•Why are we using the term Corporate Citizens casually in progressive conversation but have yet to push for a Formal Definition…including the layout for “Corporate Citizen’s” rights, duties & responsibilities to Our Country regarding its own damage footprint, investment footprint & last but definitely not least- proportionate taxation as a “Corpo-Citizen”?

•Et Cetera…(You see where I’m going with this I’m only as “woke” as my mind is capable but everything I’ve mentioned seems (to me & maybe you?…or not.) like simple organic sustainable logic but Our Country has lost its marbles of late.)

Personally, I’m looking for aggressive Climate & Social progression. Along with, Criminal Justice Reform, Sustainable Wealth Redistribution in the form of Taxation & Representation Reform including Election Policy. As we reach for a better future shouldn’t we acknowledge that our constitution is supposed to be a “Living Document”. It was designed to give us the right to change & amend things that are outdated with the change of time; excellent example being the Electoral College & our system of Ethics & Justice regarding the “American Freedom” we boastfully bluster on about without the actions to keep it so, currently.

A candidate that speaks to these things is who I’ll be casting for in 2020.

I Know This Much…

“Sorry, but I’m with Lilith & Eve on this one, Adam & God. “Obey & Know Nothing or be demoninized by men & each other for a couple of millennia”…maybe more; if men aren’t encouraged to Evolve Emotionally & women aren’t Embracing Empowerment.

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