Dandy

Most people only want a  “normal life”?
Speed bumpy roads & standard issue strife.

For me, at first, it was one Peter Pan.
A fully free kid… not man’s biggest fan.

I won’t be one & I’ll never be plain.
This, was the penny he dropped in my brain.

In academia I bemused boys.
Yes, hot as fuck…& a clearly bad choice.

I thought I’d learn to “man” via proxy.
My natural self?…cheeky & foxy.

Super cringy to remember my bluffs.
Stand “straight”, no posing…drop voice deep & rough.

I had success first with frat boys on E.
None coerced…they came all kissy at me.

Soon, I came out & the rest is parade.
No, not fifty…but a handful of shades.