Strain

I do not know why my sight redirects.
Why must I plunge to Cthulhulian depths?

Why can I not just take in the surface?
Why is each detail a gift with purchase?

Of it all, why do I see backs to fronts?
Why must I understand the whole at once?

It’s fine, I’m accustomed…my question stands.
Why does my mind need to grasp with both hands?

I can’t cherry pick views that work for me.
Unfiltered’s the cost…if I want to see.
 
Time & force, my understanding, whittle.
 Maybe I will just go blind a little.