I am the crying clown.
I’m up when I am down.
My rusted bells & other tells…
Like my cardboard crown.
Whatever my employ…
I’d dreamed of bringing joy.
I broke away & made my play…
As a living toy.
My big shoes are muddy.
Grateful they aren’t bloody.
Both blood & gore’s on killing floors…
Neither one’s funny.
My costume’s soaking wet.
My greasepaint’s smeared with sweat.
With peanut pay & beds of hay…
Fortune does forget.
My smile’s aged to a frown.
Life spread from town to town.
I started out no skill; just doubt…
Now, a crying clown.